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Everything written down here are just my pea's worth of opinion.
You are not to take anything I mentioned against me.
And I do not need your validation to live, for the record. :)
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Prologue
Everything written down here are just my pea's worth of opinion. You are not to take anything I mentioned against me. And I do not need your validation to live, for the record. :) I'm a social disaster.
FANGIRL OF FT ISLAND&MBLAQ Adores: Friends.Photoshop.Shopping.Photography.Music.Guys. Detest: Studying.BrainlessPeople. Yearn: Travel&Cameras&WORLDPEACE! ♪♪.
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Friday, July 31, 2009 I am plain tired these few days, zomg. Sihui was ill yesterday and today, hope she will feel better tomorrow. Had lunch today with clique, damn funny i tell ya! 39 more days till prelims! D: Rumors always will be rumors, die rumormongers. END. Hello World.
Sunday, July 26, 2009 What have i done to my life? Laughed till i was literary crying with twinny yesterday, everything is so funny in the world! 5566! XD haha! EMaths Retest tomorrow, how?! END. What done is done, nothing will ever change again.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 Yesterday damn lol, after ssp, went to compass point with sihui and simin. Bought teens mag, then went to the library. Read some magazines, then we decided to borrow some books and go home. BUT! Who knows, when simin checked her phone when we are borrowing the book, it was already 8plus! Ohmygosh! We didnt know that we spent around 4 hours in there!! Then when we were borrowing the books, my card could only borrow 2, simin card got loan cannot borrow, then we go to the counter, uncle say wait 10 minutes! DDD: Then we panic alot, lol After that rush back home, reached before 9, phew. Today was a super tiring day, sore throat and ulcer makes my mood bad, D: D&T in com lab, damn funny. XD END. Its a spooky world out there...
Saturday, July 18, 2009 Happy birthday to taemin! Well, i kinda mix up his bday and thought it was on the 15, >O< These few days back to jrock, of course, also not missing out on my kpop! Well, currently listening to The Candy Spooky Theater, their songs are quite special. I think they are well, categorize under spooky kei, cause of their song genre. My personal favourite is Nightmare by them, its nice! :D Half spooky, half not, haha! Peggy giggles look like a girl!!!! >O< Anyway, wonder how they act so creepy and scary, since its quite hard, >O< Well, heres a pv from them, warning though! If you are real real real timid! Dont watch. :D English translation of the lyrics for the song ' Exorcist ' If I was the devil I would possess you I want to get your all My flesh can rot away I’ll merge with you and have a dream even better than tragedy The doll that was possessed by the devil went mad Dance a waltz with the exorcist The innocent girl possessed by the devil FUCK ME! FUCK ME! FUCK ME! FUCK ME! FUCK ME! The doll that was possessed by the devil went mad After killing the exorcist The lewd girl possessed by the devil FUCK ME! FUCK ME! FUCK ME! FUCK ME! FUCK ME! Jack spooky is so violent, haha. Miss zull that cute guy, haha! Their mv is always so special. 私がこの方法で最後にしたくない知る; END. Hope for an Invisible Wall
Friday, July 17, 2009 It is that soaked in soup of crime Is it a pain of the children whom you murdered Hate yourself In the maze without an end... Why do you still breathe? The picture in which the truth coils up below the rubble Is the deepest of all [The invisible wall] The facial in expressiveness In which isolation, hatred, jealousy, anxiety And nothingness bloom is the heaviest of all [The invisible wall] The blue sky that seemed to be absurd Concealed a terrible spectacle In the maze without an end... Drowning in our faults In the maze without an end... Why do you still breathe? Sorrow made you In the bottom of the dark sea Sorrow made you Keep on recompensing it...And die It is that soaked in soup of crime In the maze without an end... "Hate yourself" Drowning in our faults In the maze without an end... "Hate yourself" Why do you still breathe? Sorrow made you In the bottom of the dark sea Sorrow made you A lonely parade that doesn't even know about love Sorrow made you In the maze without an end... Why do you still breathe? As days and months passed by you didn't contact me tears fall and my heart hurts no, it's only temporary it's probably not, it's probably not it's probably not, do not appease me the empty space that you left grows even if I look at you again, you are my love even if I think hundreds for times, I am your love you are my love that the sky gave you are just momentarily lost if I reborn, all I want is you if I love again, all I want is you you'll come back, you'll come back I'm not here if you aren't you told me you loved me where did you go leaving me behind my two hands that you held, even our promise how can you leave me and break our promise it's got to be a dream, it's got to be a dream it's got to be a dream, do not fool me it is sorrowful that I am left alone even if I look at you again, you are my love even if I think hundreds of times, I am your love you are my love that the sky gave me you are just momentarily lost if I reborn, all I want is you if I love again, all I want is you you'll come back, you'll come back I'm not here if you aren't I thought that all this was a nightmare I only want to wake up from this dream when today passes by and I open my eyes tomorrow I'll expect all of this to not be true and be a dream oh I'll expect everything to be a dream more realistic than reality I want you, I still want you Even if I look back, you are my love even if I look thousands of times, I am your love you are my love that the sky has permitted we were just momentarily separated I only want you even if I see other girls I only want you even if I love another you'll come back, you'll come back I'm not here if you aren't If I reborn, all I want is you If I love again, all I want is you you'll come back, you'll come back I'm not here if you aren't The words above are from 2 different songs which i love, and both their mv just release yesterday. Noodles, i miss you! Anyway noodles is my key chain frog, i bought it as my own birthday present, omg. D: You can't dont love gackt, he is still so handsome despite being 400+ years old and speaks french, english, mandarin, cantonese, korean and japanese, 噢我天!! END. 바래
Thursday, July 16, 2009 Today was well, well. R.I.P to my noodles, D: omg, i missed it so much. END. EDITED; lol i thought taemin's bday was on 15th, XP 치즈 튀긴 떡, 와!
Monday, July 13, 2009 Had O Level Chinese oral today, flung it, damn it. Received back our English and Biology prelims paper, ohgoshdamnit, fail and fail, tyvm. I thought my biology will be fine, oh well, fuck it, i don't care by all means already. Seems like i had been scolding too much vulgar words, ****. Maybe i should put * so i will refrain myself from looking at those words, then i will not say them so often. BUT!!!! some people just had to do those stuffs to make me mad again, ****. Want to slap them awake man, the face look so, begging to be hit. Mood is bad these few days, don't make me mad, i will surely be mad. Never mind, cheese seems nice. END. Why do i feel so alone, in this big bright world.
Saturday, July 11, 2009 from a far far far distance how am i to express my shaking heart? He..... Stole my heart from the very start and gave me an illness that i cannot recover from... I want to become a flowerpot I pray all the time I want to become a flowerpot That stands on his small window sill Even if I won't be able to say a word or expect anything From time to time I'll receive his smile and careness And just watch his sleeping face He's leaving very far far far away How am i supposed to soothe these falling tears? He... Stole my heart from the very start And gave me an illness that i cannot recover I want to become the flowerpot I pray all the time I want to become the flowerpot That stands on his small window sill Even if I won't be able to say a word or expect anything From time to time, I'll receive his smile and care And just watch his sleeping face I want to become the flowerpot That stands on his small window sill Even if I won't be able to say a word or expect anything From time to time, I'll receive his smile and care Went out with clique today, watched 'Thread Of Destiny', makes my neck so pain!!(cause we were left with the front seats, >.>) The ending was so sudden!!!! But they movie got put, 'TBC'... lol. Later like the 20th Century Boy, lol. Birthday coming soon, wow. Msn is making me fucking mad, dont know what the shit happened to it again, fuck it i cant even sign in. END. Happy Birthday, and fuck my lousy com.
Friday, July 10, 2009 My stupid com, just said bye bye to me. Now using the old com, again. Fuck the lousy computer, go die man, gonna buy a new shit soon. Maybe going out with clique tomorrow, ;} END. Yesterday, Today. What about tomorrow?
Thursday, July 9, 2009 Was suppose to wish this yesterday, but was too tired to post, sorry twinny! 1 year ago, we became twinny because that we both liked the same stuffs, haha XD Even though we were already classmates for 2 year, but we became twinny when we are in different class, lol. Twinny, I would like to thank you! For being there when i need you. For listening to me when i need someone to talk to. For playing with me! haha For laughing with me XD For psing pictures with me! :D For eating with me! For going tuition with me! For breathing the same air as me! (okay, its getting abit, lame.) For living in the same planet as me! For smiling with me! For dancing with me! For singing with me! For getting angry with me! For scolding vulgar words not at me, but with me! The list will continue on and on, and i do not, DO NOT want to feel like a grandma nagging, so! I will end the thanks here haha. But! Last and not least! Actually i wanted to post our pictures, but we look too funny. XD Yesterday and today we had, what you call them, program, that was lined up for the graduating classes, from 8am to 9pm. Danny the instructor was funny, but then i was not laughing at all today, dont feel like, maybe? Today, he made us feel what FAMILY is, and that what our parents did, and that they will still love us, no matter what. Lots of people cried, me included.(yea, so what!?) BUT! I cry abit, ABIT only, damn my mucus. >.> Makes me sound like i cried very hard. I would like to express my gratitude to all those instructors who helped us, Thank you. END. Kim Sang Bum
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 Prelims end today! But that doesn't mean that i can be happy D: cause, o levels are soon! >< too much alcohol makes me sick in my gut, D: END. Crazy Crazy Day.
Monday, July 6, 2009 Had class bbq today. Met friends at 3+, then went over to mengshi's condo to start the bbq. Slack, play play, eat eat eat, play play for around 2hours plus then we went to mengshi's house to play! They bought bacardi, vodka and some other wine and beer(omg hate the beer!) Smelt the becks, lol to me i feel like it smell like garlic? But simin say smell like (what you say those in english....ah yes.) all those cooked chestnuts, lol? Tio 2 times for the dare and dare, ohmygosh, how unlucky can my day be?! >.> Tried the bacardi peach, nice! The other one, got cola one, i dont really like >< Tried vodka, ohmygosh taste like, shit! The flavour i think is still there in my throat, lol. I swear i will not drink pure vodka again, I think sihui and cheekin and mengshi all are drunk? Lol. Accompany sihui till near her house there then walk home. Hope i dont have beer belly! Must do 100 crunches/sit ups! cute hor? XD No pictures today! END. Yes, yes, happy birthday.
Sunday, July 5, 2009 Well, felt like editing pictures, ^ lol i know i suck at photoshop. >< Happy birthday to my brother too! Next week my birthday, rememeber to give me presents hor! haha :D just joking XP Oh yeah, heard from twinny yesterday was Jin's birthday? Haha happy birthday to him then :D END. Crack-up Joke.
Friday, July 3, 2009 YES!!!! FINALLY EXAMS ARE!!!! going to be over. XD 人月牌! Anyway, theres gonna be a mainland china remake of bof? wow. Too much versions le bah? And hyunah changed too much! D: I dont like her squeaky voice, i prefer her in irony!!!!!! >< END. Exams, exams and more examintations. Also not forgetting happy bday to angel teuk!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 haha sleepy angel XD Had NOT been mugging for the prelims, but then last minute studies are better than nothing, right? Hope i could at least pass my English and Mathematics. SS and Geo had passed, lucky! END. |